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Monday, January 31, 2011 | 1/31/2011 01:11:00 PM | 0 comments
 hai hai.. aint easy to live a life kann..huhuhu..tetiba ja ckp ceni...itula..sebenarnya susah nk dapat apa yg kita inginkan...mmg kena usaha...some believe in hard work..same believe in fate or chance..whatever it is..life couldnt be as easy as eating cake or whatever that taste good..huh..i dunno what am i merepek nii..it just..now i realize (actualy da lama da realize ni) ..idup ni mmg penuh cabaran..iaitu ibarat roda..i realy believe in that..sometimes we are in the peak of living a life as we wanted...some other day we thinking of is this hell or what???huhuhu me too..dulu ku xpercaya pada hardwork...coz sometime working hard pun receive noting gk kann.. ku salu usaha usaha la gak...tp time spm aritu..result truk gk..mulala ku nk salahkan kehidupan..tp bila da masuk life kt u ni..ku siyes xusaha..usaha yg sangat sikit..tetiba result..terbaekk ahh!!teruk xtau nk habaq...brula ku sedaq..im not a smart student..so i have to study hard to gain something.. but still..im not realy working my ass hard...ohh...sgt rugi...i dunno why is it so hard for me to put a very damn effort on something..ada 1 sem 2..ku usaha lebih sket...n at that semester..finally i got sikit ok compared on others sem..so hard work sometime got payback..but sometime ppl doesnt noticed our hardwork...its ok...as long as we knew what we did.. now i really got worried because i still doesnt have place for practical..i want to graduate...sometime i feel why its very hard for me to get something..it just...i know that i less of hard work..sometime it get me jealous on ppl who did less but gain more..i dunno..huhuhu..its ok..just for some ppl who did less or anything like that..they sure have they own prob rite...sure do..xdk org kt dunia ni yg puas dgn sumanya yg dia ada...but im grateful of what god gave me..it just i have to fix me..when i look at my mother,its sad because i know she want more..she doesnt say anything to me...she doesnt know what am i doing at u..n she thought i am studying..i know..deep in her heart...she proud of her daughter...but me..i just not a good best daughter she ever had..im sorry mother..i'll make sure u see me graduated.. i want to be a better person that i wouldnt be since i breathe..i waste 22 years...i dont want to waste my life anymore.. :(
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 | 1/25/2011 09:54:00 PM | 0 comments
xbanyak nk tulis just nk tulis i miss him... agrghhh..benci ah!! asal nk rindu2 lak! hesy! gedik tahap gaban! pedih kerana chemical
Friday, January 14, 2011 | 1/14/2011 05:56:00 PM | 4 comments
hai hai.. yaa!!!itulah dia!!berdasarkan tajuk di ats..inilah yg akan ku sampaikan...dek chemical..badan binasa...wuwuwuwuw... nk dijadikan cerita...arini akhirnya ku masuk lab...dgn berkat kesungguhan dan keazaman yang tinggi 2..huhuhu...buatla reaction..jadi beb!!hahahhaa..gembira2...penat ku mengabdikan diri kt lab arini..wuwuuwuu.. biasala..benda yg ku handle ni salah satunya adalah aniline..aniline adalah 1 chemical yg toksik..nama pun chemical kan..apa yg nk expect..ku dengan selambanya setakat ni xpenah pun pakai glove or goggle..bajet selamat ahh!! pastu mmg selalu la after balik lab mesti tgk kasaq bagai nk rak..pedih sikit2...cmtula..mayb ku salu xcuci tgn bersih2 sama kot.. tp arini time ku tgh cuci alat radas ku..tetiba ja bahan ku 2 terpercik kt mata..apa lg!siyes beb!pedih gila mata ku..ku mmg berdoa habis habisan dah la...harap2 xbuta segala..mmg takut beb..pastu time 2 la bru ku teringat yg aniline ni mmg toksik..lg menakutkan la ku rasa...penat ku dok letak mata kt ayaq 2..tadah tadah tadah..mmg terbaek ahh...pedih gila2..ku mmg nk balik mandi ahh..nk tadah muka..balik2 2...mmg ku tadah ahh muka ku kt shower 2...alhamdulilah.. dah xrasa sgt dah...huhu...tp terasa lg la...mmg risaula.. tgn ku pun pedih gk..merah siap...mmg terbaek ahh!!!..pasni mmg ahh..ku serik dah..pasni mmg ku wt keja pakai glove ahh...takut beb...setiap kali balik lab mmg ceni ahh...jadi apabila masuk lab pasni..silalah menjaga safety diri anda sendiri..pakai glove dan goggle...benda boleh berlaku..time kita xsangka pun...huhuhuhu   ni tgn ku yg kena chemical 2..hakikatnya mmg merah la..huhuhu ps:berhati2 di jalan raya! pegi lab nk setel tesis!
Thursday, January 13, 2011 | 1/13/2011 06:57:00 PM | 2 comments
oh hi hi arini ku pegi lab...lab lagi lab lagi dan lab..huh!wtpa ku nk bising kan..yaa!!!Ku mmg nk bising!!kenapala susah sgt nk grad ni!!kenapa susah sgt..pas grad nk kena cri keja la plak..nk ekna cri keja pun susah...adoiyai..guane xpenat otak ku berpikir ni..(yuck!pikirla sgt)..!! perghh!!emo beb emo...cena x emo..asal la ku rasa ku ni bengap sgt bila wt lab..asyik salah buat ja..reaction asyik xjdi!xjdi xjdi xjdi!!!guane xtensen beb...huh!padahal usaha pun sikit...actualy ku rasa tesis ku ni idokla susah mana pun..tp ntahla...sbb kekurangan minat utk melakukannya menjadikan ku lakukanya secara halai balai maybe..halai balai is sambil lewa ok!hohohoho...tp nk wt cena...ku kena teruskan jua la kann...even andai diikutkan ati ku ni...XMAU XMAU XMAU!! jeles beb jeles...jeles beb tgk org exp dorg kejap jaa...masuk lab 2 3 kali da setel!!fuhh!!!terbaekk! pastu mulala ku nk salahkan diri kenapa ku amek kos ni, kenapa ku kena masuk lab...kenapa dan kenapa dan kenapa lgi..so kesimpulannya ku asyik complain ja!!!haish!!!guane ni beb!!!bila nk setel keja ceni!!!adoiyai!!!ok fine..ku nk menenangkan diri...dgn ayt yg berhemah sket.. memandangkan ku nk grad gk..so, ku kena teruskan dgn rasa penuh muhibbah dan gembira dan masuk lab dgn baik..yeah!!!hohohoho...esok ku kena mengabdikan diri lg di lab..abdi la sgt!!! haishh!!!ok ok..esok ku kan masuk lab dgn penuh sengihan di mulut dan muka penuh berseri2..hahahaha..semangat 2 penting beb!!mmg kena kuatkan azam gila kot nk masuk lab ni... biasala..bila kita wt benda yg kita xsuka..suma benda asyik nk complain...haish!!! so ku positifkan diri ku dgn mengatakan bahawa selama ni xdk pun manusia mati nk setel tesis masuk lab..hahaha..xmau xmau!!ku xmau jadi manusia pertama!!!!ku nk berjaya nihh!!! ku menanti saat ku setel suma lab ku!!!hahahhahahhaa...thats because i have to start over AGAIN!!! kesian kan...huhuhuhu....mmg terbaek!!! huh!dahla esaimen berkati2...ku xpaham btoila...kenapala lec sgt bersemangat nk bg esaimen tah...masuk ni dh 3 esaimen nk submit nex week!!!2 esaimen bru bg arini..mmg terbaekk ahh kan...gua layan beb layan...hahaha..ikutkan ati mmg ku nk niru ja sapa2...adoi..ada x agak2..huhu..xpa2..sbg manusia yg berhemah sikit ni..ku akan usaha sendiri dulu..if xsempat nk nompet...mmg ku tiru jahhh...xpa xpa...ku kata xpa tiru esaimen...bukan tiru exam kan...xgitu? hehehehhee...bila jiwa tgh kacau ni..suma benda pun jadi beb...gila punya pasai..hahahhaaa... aah2..aritu ku p ice skating!!!! yeay2!!lama dah!!!tp 1st time p...sukala beb!!!jatuh dekat 5 kali kot...sakit gila b**tot ku!!! mmg terbaek ahh...buku lali pun sakit...jln p kls pun dah mcm handicap dah..tp alhamdulilah..ku selamat..ehehhehee.. ps : doakan lab saya selamat dan bahagia ya..huhuhuhu  haaa...ni reaction ku yg xjadi..tp ni 1st attempt!!!dah byk kali xjadi...silap i la..huhuhu ni biasala..peneman setia jalan2..dia xjatuh siot!!!!sakit ati!silap xtolak(dengki..haha) ni akula...tp time ni pun da jatuh da ni...wehh..ku jatuh time dah bley skate..bukan di awal2 pembelajaran nun..huhu numb
Monday, January 10, 2011 | 1/10/2011 07:56:00 PM | 2 comments
is it sumting that u dont have?or it was me who realy cared.. if it was me..then tell me.. i dont know what to think, what to do, all i know is.. i want to be full. coz all i feel now is.. EMPTY bye 2010...!
Saturday, January 1, 2011 | 1/01/2011 11:48:00 AM | 1 comments
 oi hai oit hai..haiyakkk!!! hahahaa..oh oh!!!arini adaah 1/1/11..perghh!!!siyes cun no ni..mesti suma prasan kan!!!lalalaa~~ dan ku pun tau da masuk tahun baru beb!!!alamak!!!da taun abru dahh!!!perghhh!!nk kata gembira ka hapa pun xtaula...huhuhu... neway...memandangkan taun bru ni da masuk..nk jugakla teringat taun 2010 ni n apa yg dah ku buat dalam idup sewaktu di kala zaman 2010 ni....hohoho..basically ku rasa taun 2010 ni laa taun yg paling byk xtercapainya hasrat...hehehe...meh2 ku review balik zaman2 dahulu.. sewaktu januari ni la ku join pilihanraya kampus dengan pusat...sebelum ni dekat kolej2 ja..mksudnya ku punya perasaan taun ni lebih tegar la berbanding tahun2 lepas...n disebabkan itu ku boleh kenal dgn ramai org dan melepak dan bergelak dan bergembira....naseb bek!! fuh tp sekitar bulan 4 dan 5 tu,kawan2 ku dah nk abes belajaq...dan ku siyes sgt terasa dgn pemergian mereka...huhuhu..sedey beb sedey...waaa nk kena stay kt ukm lagi...nk wt cenaa..  aah aah...taun ni diner kolej pun gempak habes sbb selepas tu terus jln2 putrajaya pegi amek gambaq!!!waa!!!bes2..!! taun ni jugak ku kenal apa itu erti sahabat dan ku sgt gembira bila ku tau sapa sahabat yg sebenar2nya sahabat...huhuhu..  taun ni jugak ku pegi bukit tinggi!!!akhirnya!!!betapa ku teringin gila nk p...akhirnya ku dapat pegi...yeay!!!!  aah aah...xdilupa juga taun ni gk ku 1st time masuk stadium!!!stadium wooo!!!hahaha..ku tgk bola di stadium!!gembira beb!!!!2 kali ku p stadium...n ku p tgk final malaysia!!mmg terbaek ahh penutup taun 2010 ni....chill gilak!!!! aah..ku pun taun ni gkla mkn piza San Francsisco!!!sedap gk!!!hehehee..teringin ja bila lalu kt bangi nihhh..hohohoho  taun ni jugak disebabkan pilihanraya kampus ni la...ku kenal dgn dia...perghh!!!means sebelum ni kenai tp xpenah pun berteguran...tp disbbkan program2 itu,maka kami bertegur sapa dan bersahabat...hahaha...siyes xle blah!(sbb ku penah minat dia dulu)..so mcm teruja 2 lebih sket la..alaaa...biasala kan pompuan kan...bila kita boleh bersembang ngn org yg kita minat..konpemla teruja dia lebih sket...hahaha..naseb bek dia ni boleh menyembang dan boleh buat kwn la..hehehe..if x...xterlibat ku! taun ni jugak ku xsingle!!hahahaa..ni ofcoz la kena igt kan..hahahhaa!  taun ni jugak ku pergi genting bersama kawan2!!!whoooaaa!!!1st time woo pegi ngn kwn2...b4 diz pegi ngn family ja!!so keterujaan dia maka terjadi dgn lebih sikit la...ehehehe.. huhuhu...papun tahun 2010 da abes..skrg da masuk 2011...result study kena up lg...xle nk down2 ja..huhuhu... papahal pun...happy new year 2011!!! layan beb kehidupan dengan bahagia dan gembira..bila susah ka hapa ka...go on beb go on...xpayah nk sedey2 ka hapa..ni kan hidup..biasala 2...ada pasang surut...asek dok gembira salu...bila masa nk sedey lak kan..sbb time sedey la bru nk igt Tuhan..xpatut kan kita ni...so...marila kita sama2 beringat naaa....semoga ini termasuk dlm list azam tahun baru!!hehehhee...lupakan benda2 lalu...ciptakan benda2 baru..:)) oh yeahh!!! |
