hye!

dear blog...u know what? i got some prob which i dunno how to solve it...uuuu..i am emotional, temper and the most important is i cannot handle my financial! arghhh!! its hard because i need the money to..to...arghhh! i also dunno to do what...but i need it..rite? but i had an issue with saving my money for the future issue...hahaha..which i dont really know what it is..huh'

ok...as my mom said..having a car is like throwing your money away..because u have to invest alot for the car..why? for services, for insurance, road tax...bla bla bla...arghhh! mom says that a year from now i have to save about 1k for insurance n taxes..cis! the world is cruel! yes! they absorb your money everywhere...how am i gonna survive? huh' so i wish i can save my money starting for the month of january which happening rite now...hmmm..which i already spent quite a lot for now...n gonna spend alot also for february which i already receive my salary for february which is not good...hmmm...i realy had a prob with how to spend money wisely u know...eventhough i already make out my budget..still..its not gonna work..trust me! i really had an issue with myself which i consider dangerous if i let it spread..hahahhaa..huh'..hmmmm...emmm..

so of course my issue is about me dealing with myself and spending the money in a right way...i have to learn...ahah! and today i bought a very useful book which i will read..of course i will read it..(eventhough some of my books which i bought left on the shelf and still brand new without any touch and harm)..hahaha..so i'm gonna read it and hope that i can learn something which can change me to a better person...insyaAllah...huhuhu...

hey!

u should support me you know! hehehe..so tommorow i dont have to go for work because i'm still in holiday session! yey!!!!

till then!